Okay today I have been in allot of pain. I went to the dentist a week ago and I think maybe he is trying to kill me. I hurt worse now than I ever have. Of course he gives me something for the pain so I take it before I go to work I was so out of it they sent me home for the day! So I get home and I think I'm going to get some sleep before my kids come home. WRONG! My ex calls and keeps bugging me. I get so sick of him calling me. He threatens me with the kids if I don't agree with him. so anyway I hung up on him and stopped answering the phone. By then I was in pain again. So of course I didn't get any sleep. Oh well. Now my kids are in bed and I am hoping I will be able to get some sleep tonight. Well I don't mean to complain. I love my kids and don't know what I would do without them.

Good night all!!!!!

Okay I've never done this but I thought I would try it. Since this is my first message I will tell a little about myself. I'm 31 years old. (but I look 21 ha ha) I have been divorced for 4 years. I have three great kids. I had an abusive husband that still to this day thinks we should still be together. I work very hard and I live from pay check to pay check. I have no life other than my kids because I don't have time to do anything other than work and take care of them. I have no family near me so i really get to missing them.

My son (the oldest) wants to live with his crazy Dad, because his Dad takes him out and spends money on him and gives him money. I can't do those things because I'm to busy paying the bills! This has really has been hard for me to except.

Anyway thats me! Not to exciting, but it could always be worse.